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08 July 2006 @ 01:39 pm
saturday morning memery...  
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× I miss somebody right now. × I don't watch much TV these days. I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. × I love to play video games(finger dexterity? me? PLEASE.) I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.  (but i prefer erotic stories, and the images they create in my own mind. it's just sexier.) × I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.  (i used to never curse, but over the last couple of years my resistance to cursing has died away.) × I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. × I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
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× I have broken someone's bones. × I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. × I hate the rain(i love it, love it, love it.)
I'm paranoid at times. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.  (in specific, i'd get a breast reduction. my boobs are altogether too big, even for the rest of my full-figured body.) I need/want money right now.  (i love my job, but it hardly pays. i'm so broke this summer it's not even funny.)
I love sushi.  (i've never met a piece of sushi i didn't like--except for the roe and the sea urchin. those are gross. the rest are awesome.) I talk really, really fast. × I have fresh breath in the morning.  (after i brush my teeth, duh...but that probably doesn't count.)
× I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas.  (i've been twice. the first time, i was down. the second time, i basically paid for the rest of my trip, even airfare, at the poker table.) I have at least one sibling.
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.  (i heart my blue wig.) I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.  (screening my calls definitely increases my quality of life.)
I like the way that I look. × I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings. I think prostitution should be legalized. × I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent(i'm an open book. if i have a talent, i flaunt it.) × I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone.   (to people i know. to people i don't know, i'm not a big fan.) × I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop. I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.  (well, my blogger and my lj. i spend too much time blogging.) × I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a mobile phone. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before.  (i believe that some people are inherently dumpers, and some are inherently dumpees. i'm a dumper, through and through.)
I currently like/love someone. × I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. × I want to have children in the future.  (i enjoy having personal time, thank you very much.)
× I have changed a diaper before. × I've called the cops on a friend before. × I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.  (doesn't everyone?) × I am shy around the opposite sex. × I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.  (close...but if i left my computer on all the time, it would fry, like my old one)
I have at least 5 away messages saved. I have tried alcohol or drugs before.  (mmm. beer.) I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
× I own the "South Park" movie. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.  (not wholly...but i've procrastinated a lot by blogging.) × I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends. I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. × I have used my sexuality to advance my career.  (i haven't had the chance. if i did have a chance to use sex to advance my career place, i probably would.)
I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.  (and you get to dress up in silly costumes!) × I have dated a close friend's ex. I am happy at this moment.
× I'm obsessed with guys. × Democrat(i tend to vote democrat, but i can't bring myself to join the party) × Republican.
× I don't even know what I am. I am punk rockish. I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.  (i never really did before law school. law school, you have to.) × I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. × I can work on a car.
I love my job(s).  (my job at the civil justice clinic is amazing.) I am comfortable with who I am right now. × I have more than just my ears pierced(i used to have my eyebrow done, but now i have no piercings)
I walk barefoot wherever I can. × I have jumped off a bridge. × I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup(i don't wear makeup at all.) I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.  (i'm going to be a trial lawyer! wheee!) I am proficient on a musical instrument.  (my instrument? my voice.)
× I hate office jobs(not all jobs in an office suck. i hate filing and pushing papers...but i guess technically being a lawyer is an office job, and i'm dying to do that.) I went to college out of state.  (there was NO way i was staying in north carolina one day longer than i had to.) × I am adopted.
× I am a pyro. × I have thrown up from crying too much. × I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
× I fall for the worst people. × I adore bright colours(ick. the darker the better.) × I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays(they're a guilty pleasure, but i love them...especially now that i go to them so infrequently. they're a treat.) I can pick up things with my toes. × I can't whistle(i'm not good, but i can do it.)
I have ridden/owned a horse.  (never owned, but i rode once when i was thirteen.) I still have every journal I've ever written in.  (i still read through them sometimes. it's scary.) × I talk in my sleep.  (not often anymore...)
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. × I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo. × I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.  (if i did, that would be awful--i work in such a small office.) I am a caffeine junkie.  (i can't function without coffee in the morning.)
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. × If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. × I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner. × I'm an artist. I am ambidextrous.  (at some things. i write lefty...but in some sports things, like baseball and golf, i'm definitely switch.)
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.  (i used to, but now chris is the only one i need. hehe...) × If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony(i'd love to live in a nudist colony. no pesky clothes, and i'm not bothered by the idea of seeing others naked) × I have terrible teeth.
× I hate my toes. I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me. × I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
I have lived in either three different states or countries.  (one country...but i've lived in ohio, north carolina, illinois, and missouri.) I am extremely flexible.  (those were the only physical fitness tests i ever just owned.) I love hugs more than kisses.
× I want to own my own business. × I smoke(eeewwww.) I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.  (between blogging, websurfing, and online poker, it's pretty addictive.)
Nobody has ever said I'm normal. Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.  (a trickle? in the words of sideways stories from wayside school, i'm a leaky faucet) × I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.  (stylized? regular men's? either way...hot hot hot. especially ties.) I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me. I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
I have played strip poker with someone else before. × I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help. I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.  (i lived in a haunted dorm for a while. it used to be a mental institution.)
× I can't stand being alone. I have at least one obsession at any given time. × I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
× I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment. × I'm a judgmental asshole. I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
I have travelled on more than one continent.  (north america and europe.) I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.  (sometimes? that's putting it lightly. i haven't talked to him in almost three years, and it's been a blessing.) × I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian. I can speak more than one language.  (i read spanish very well, and i can speak it a little, but i'm not very good.) I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
I would rather read than watch TV. I like reading fact more than fiction. I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
I have no piercings.  (i used to, but not anymore.) I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.  (i've spent the night in an airport.) × I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it. × I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles. × The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. × I have hit someone with a dead fish.
× I am compulsively honest. × I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired. × I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.  (this is something i need to rectify.)
I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.  (i'm alright with being a girl, but i see myself as a boy pretty often too. i'm pretty fluid like that.) × I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.  (i am unashamedly bisexual, but i wouldn't say i have different motivations for my desires with different genders. there are different things about men and women that attract me, but i think my motivations are the same--sexual attraction.) × I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
× I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on. × I dislike milk. × I obsessively wash my hands.
× I always carry something significant around with me. Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair. I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother. × I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document. I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time. × Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. × I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts. I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.  (it's a living. it's an exhibitionist living. i think it looks pretty fun to do--i'd enjoy it, at least for a while. i don't think i could make a career out of it, but i'd love to do it for a while.) × I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. × I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car. I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years.
× I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other. × I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly. I love to sing.
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up. × I have a custom-built computer. × I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human. I've gone skinny-dipping.  (law. school. fountain.) I've performed in three plays.  (i haven't been in one for a while, though--that needs to be rectified.)
I enjoy burritos.  (yum. bean burritos. sweet.) × I'm Irish and loving it. × I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin! × Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'. × Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else.
× I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. × I sleep more than 12 hours a day. I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
I need more time to myself. × I wish I was more open-minded. × I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
I download songs from the internet.  (yay for music sharing LJ communities.) × I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend. I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note. I love playing Truth or Dare. × I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.  (i'm the opposite...i'm not crazy about listening to slow music, but i love singing along to it, because it's fun.)
Music helps me remember that I am not alone. Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems. I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones. × I can only hate someone that I love. × I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: "should i stay or should i go" by the clash